What to say

There has been so much going on around here. But when you ask me what's going on I am hard pressed to really say. Again this week I have been brought to a realization that life goes by way too fast, and that it can all change in the blink of an eye. My aunt passed away last week and we laid her to rest on Friday. She suffered from cancer and in the end lost her battle. During her funeral, something happened to my Dad. My poor cousin had to keep talking while several people in the audience were rushing out and in. We ended up with an ambulance and a long day in the hospital. Since I am writing this, I could leave out the fact that once I left the chapel, I had a moment of hyperventilation and tears where I wasn't good for anything. I completely fell apart. My mother, cool as a cucumber had to tell me to get a grip. I cannot share what it was too look at my dad, and think that he was actually going to die. I was already at a funeral, and I couldn't imagine having to do another. In a word it was horrifying. In the end he is ok, and really there wasn't much to worry about, that they can find. Life is short. To celebrate the life I have lived I want to share some photos. We finally have everything loaded onto our new computer. Enjoy a little look back into the past.

Juliana and Kathryn 6 months

Kathryn

Juliana

Divas

Leaving Nashville

Still In Love

Growing Up

Another Week

Well here we are at the end of another week. Still no new computer, and thus no pictures. Steve has been gone since Wednesday, he's in Philadelphia for a conference. The girls and I have been keeping busy to pass the time. I think this has probably been the easiest time for me that Steven has been gone. The highlight of our time has been attending the ballet of Cinderella at BYU with some friends. We went Thursday night and had a blast. It didn't start until 7:30 pm so we even had time to get ice cream before the show. The girls really loved it, and had no problems paying attention for two hours. It was my first time to see a live ballet and I thoroughly enjoyed it. One funny thing that Kathryn said, we were about 1 hr and 20 min. in and she asked, "Why aren't they talking?" I thought it was funny that it took her that long to ask. It was really fun to see a different version of Cinderella than the Disney one. Juliana did ask if there was going to be mice. :) It was a great evening.

A BIG sigh of relief.

This post was supposed to happen yesterday, but it didn't. The big sigh was heard by me in the morning when I woke. January was over. I felt like doing a little dance, but I had to be at the dentist at 8:00 am so there was no time for dancing. I had a good feeling in my bones, the day was slated to be very busy, but I knew things were going to roll smoothly. At the dentist, I got another big sigh, my teeth passed inspection and no work is needed at this time!!! So nice. Many of you may be used to hearing this, but after several years with no insurance, it took a while to get everything tip top in the old mouth again. The rest of the day sailed along. I got the grocery shopping done, things dropped off at DI and in the end even made a successful trip to the library with the girls after school. February is so much better than January. Am I the only one who feels this way????

While you are reading, and probably wondering, where are the pictures??? Well our computer, we call it "Old Faithful" has not died yet. But it is starting. We got a camera from Santa, isn't he a nice guy? It takes pictures that are 10 megapixles larger than our last camera did. On a side note, we actually paid less for the new camera than we did for our old one. So over Christmas we enjoyed having enough space on the memory card to actually take as many pictures as we wanted without running out of space. So back to Old Faithful, it has met it's match with the 200+ pictures that are now on the camera. It will not upload them. There a lot of great ones I could share, but alas they are stuck on the camera. I would do something like e-mail them all to myself a few at a time, except that we just finally ordered a new computer. So don't worry, you just need to wait a few more weeks until pictures return to the blog. Good night, and good luck.

Patience

I know it's a strange title for my first blog of the year. But I figure it's appropriate since, you(if there is anyone left who checks my blog anymore) have had incredible patience waiting to see anything new here. And it seems that this is what I must have more of in my life right now. I think I am supposed to be learning how. It is something I have been needing to learn most of my life. Funny how you think you have something down pat, and suddenly you realize that life intends to teach you more. My lesson in patience is never ending, I must not be learning too quickly. Now the reasons for my need to have more of the "p" word.

1. I have two beautiful daughters who test my patience almost daily. They can take impressive amounts of time to accomplish the most simple of tasks. We have gone through many methods of incentives, punishment, etc to try and help them speed up. Nothing seems to work long term. It's like they were programed specifically to drive me up the wall sometimes.

2. Right now I am blessed/cursed to have a job. At the beginning of my latest earning potential I had grand goals of paying off debt, buying windows for the house, a new computer, and perhaps a big fat savings account for the day when we will have to purchase a new car. I figured it would only take.....well we won't say how long I thought it would take, only that it's taking ALOT longer.

3. At this moment I have also ran out of patience completely with my body. It seems that no matter how much I work, it has decided to hold onto fat cells that I know I have blasted in countless workouts.

4. If this is not all enough to get me to let go and just take things as they come, I have an internal clock, more like time bomb, that is ticking. I have been able to ignore this ticking in the past, in fact, it really hasn't bothered me for much of the 7 1/2 years since I had my children. I was very effective at ignoring it for at least 5 years. Then it grew in volume, not much just some background noise now and then. Fast forward to, let's see, NOW and it's like a constant undertone in my brain. I don't know why, I am happy with what I have in the child department. Sure when I hold a baby, I get the warm gushy feeling of wanting another one. But why the constant barrage of, "Why hasn't it happened yet?" "Will it ever happen?" "Why aren't you just content with what you have?" "Should I be doing something more about it?" "Am I okay if it doesn't happen?" "Should I be okay about that?" It's a mean loop of questions that have no answer, at least no right now. So I am waiting, and have been for quite some time for some answers. All I hear is silence, nothing, just empty space. This is the test for which I am not ready, I have not been cramming all these years for it. Oh that we could save up our patience to use in such a time.

2nd Annual Turkey Trot

We started a tradition last year of having Steve take the kids and run 1 mile the morning of Thanksgiving. This accomplishes a few things. 1. All the kids get out of the house, and let mom get some cooking done. 2. Before all the mad eating happens, they get some exercise. 3. I can't really think of a #3 but I sure there is one. So last year we had cousins to run with us. This year we stayed home, so we called around to see if anyone wanted to join us. No one did. I think it had something to do with the fact that the temperature was in the single digits. Come one people just bundle up. So Steve took the girls and went to the Timpview track solo. They didn't want to do it, but when they got home the report was good and everyone was happy. Their official time was 13 min. 47 sec. Pretty good if you ask me.

READY GET SET GO!!!!

Juliana and Kathryn

Backing up

So I am just realizing that I never actually posted the kids in their Halloween costumes, and Thanksgiving is already past. Someday I will be on top of things. They were M&M's this year. Fun idea and not too hard to execute. Although as you view the pictures, you will notice that the blue M&M is not as well made as the orange. I made it first, and since I was making things up as I went along, there was a lot of learning that occurred. That's one great thing about having two, I always get a second chance to make improvements. Here they are.

Kathryn

Juliana

Carving Pumpkins

Juliana: She really wanted to do something scary this year.

Kathryn: She learned about this art piece this year at school so when she saw it she had to do it.

What a Dad

Last Saturday, the 16th, Steve made breakfast in bed for the girls. They somehow got it in their heads that this was something they couldn't live without, and have been begging us for weeks for breakfast in bed. Steve woke up, and told me he was going to make them pancakes and serve them in bed. I was a little hesitant with the whole 7 years olds eating in bed, but figured it couldn't be too bad if they spilled. I had to hop in the shower to get ready for something. By the time I was done, he was ready. He had made delicious chocolate chip pancakes for all of us. What an amazing dad. The girls were so excited. They had been reading in bed waiting for their breakfast. They managed to eat all their breakfast with no spills and big smiles.

Juliana, Kathryn, Steve

What we have been up to

Well today was busy, we had some yard work to get done before it rained, and we barely made it, Steve had to finish mowing in the rain. I was working on tearing out the last of the hedge in the garden. We are getting rid of some of it to make more room in the garden. I also dug out the tomato plants. The only things left are a couple pepper plants, and some onions that decided to grow. I have got to get the peppers picked soon because it's going to freeze next week.

We have finally been getting tomatoes, and since I decided not to make salsa, we have had a hard time knowing what to do with them all. The first batch we made into spaghetti sauce and I didn't end up getting it into bottles, and processed, so it's in the freezer. Today I had another bunch of tomatoes that had to be delt with. They have been sitting on the counter staring at my for days. So I rolled up my sleeves and started in on them. We decided to make sauce again, only I found a new recipe. After all the work, it turned out really great. It was a little odd to peal and cook for most of the day and only come out with 5 pints, but I am pretty darn proud of them.

I also had to make bread today. I think I ended up doing three loads of dishes. While I was in the kitchen, Steve attacked the rest of the house. He is quite amazing and got the laundry, vacuuming, and bathrooms done. So not only do we have bread and tomato sauce to eat, the house is clean!

One more random thing. Last week I decided to cut all our pumpkins off the vine and get rid of the vine. For some reason, the vine suddenly died and was looking really bad. Since I was out there I dug up the cantaloup vine, and the watermelon one too. We learned a lot this year about gardening, and one lesson was that pumpkins need a lot of space. This year our watermelon got over taken by the pumpkin vine, and never grew anything. When I was pulling it out I found this.

A perfect little watermelon that was trying it's best to grow despite the lack of sunlight. I couldn't believe it. Too funny.

A funny tooth story and other stuff

On Friday night Steve and I got to go on a date. Since we are cheap and rarely pay a babysitter, we don't go out that often. When we do, we try to trade with someone else who has children. So Friday, the girls went to a friends house to play, while Steve and I went out. We had a good evening together, then went to pick up the girls. When we arrived we were informed that Juliana had bonked heads with Kathryn and consequently lost a tooth!!!! The funny thing was, they couldn't actually find the tooth. While we were talking about it, the mother happened to bend down and pick something up, and it was the tooth. The other funny thing is that I don't think this tooth actually has another one waiting to come down. It was just getting moved around by the other one coming in right next to it. So it may actually be a very long time before she gets another tooth in that spot!

Since we are talking about Juliana, she said the funniest thing in the breakfast prayer yesterday. I actually got up, and wrote it down so I would forget it. (Of course I didn't let her know that) Here it is, "Please bless the people that don't get three serving every day, (insert long pause) that they will still try to be healthy and not die." As much as she can drive me up the wall, she can say the funniest things.

Dishes and hard water

This is a rather long involved story about my woes with my dishes. If you have had trouble with your dishes coming out of your washer with white film all over them read on, if not, you may want to stop now.

A couple months ago, we started having a problem. We would run our dishes through the dishwasher and they wouldn't come out looking clean. Most started coming out with a white film. This did not make us happy, we realized that we had just bought a new version of our favorite soap, and decided that was the problem. We took it back, because were we bought it is good to take things back. As I talked to the clerk, I discovered that several others were having problems. We, being the curious nerds we are searched on the internet, and found that a lot of other people were complaining about this new formula and having the same problems as we were.

So I went to our little corner store, and picked up a box the good old fashioned stuff and life continued on. That is until, that box of detergent ran out and we had to get more. I went on my monthly shopping trip thinking that as long as I stayed away from the new version of our favorite brand I would be just fine, not so. We started getting the white stuff back, I went again one late night to our corner store and bought a different brand hoping that would fix the problem, it didn't. What to do.....I got smart and called Steve's uncle. He works as a sales man for high end appliances. I knew he would have an answer. He did, but it was not good.

When you get right down to the bottom of it, the phosphates in the "good old" soap cause algae build up in streams and rivers once they are put out into the eco-system. So the Eco people made a rule that said no more phosphates. Thus all the companies removed the phosphates. What does that matter you say??? The phosphates are what neutralize, or combat the effects of the hard water that we have. (As a side note we recently had our water tested, and it's a # 21 on the hard water scale). So basically we had no recourse. All the soap was going to make our dishes look awful. For about 1.5 days we decided to just wash our dishes by hand, but we are wimps and soon started searching for a better solution.

Well we soon found one, I decided to just toss some vinegar into the washer before washing. It did help a lot, and our problem was solved. Then the white stuff came back. But I had been doing my research and keeping my ear to the ground and I had hear of a product that worked "miracles" with this problem. I finally broke down and went in search of it. We washed a load with it added to the regular soap and held our breath......... The dishes came out sparkling and clean. Even the worst ones have come completely clean after a few washes. So now I will never be caught without my little dishwashing additive. I know you are dying to know what it is. If you have this problem RUN to your nearest corner store, don't look at W-M because they don't have it, and look for Lemi Shine right next to the soap. It will solve all your dishwashing problems.

2nd Grade

A few minutes ago I sent my girls off to second grade. They were excited, and I am not lying when I say that I was excited too. I know I should be sad that they are growing up so fast, but I know all that they will be learning, and how much they will become more of who they are. Does that make any sense. It's exciting. In a few minutes I am off to my first day of school as well. This year I am working with the first grade again. It will be fun, challenging, and there will be days that I wish I could stay in bed. Here are some pics of the girls, sorry none of myself, but I really haven't changed much. And since you will wonder, yes it really is cool enough to wear a jacket. When they come home, it won't be but this morning when they left it was 54 degrees. Crazy August weather.

Juliana

Kathryn

Hiking

On Friday the 13th Steve took work off and we started the day off with a little hike. We have been meaning to do it since we moved back, but just now got to it. We hiked up to the "Y". It's a short 1 mile hike, but it is steep, and I mean steep. I was proud of the girls for sticking with it, and if we are being honest I was proud of myself for sticking to it. Once we got to the top, the views were worth it. Here are some pics.

At the begging all smiles.

Juliana, Steve, Kathryn

At one of the switch backs where we stopped

to catch a breath. Meg, Jules, Kath, Steve

Looking up

The view from the top was spectacular.

All smiles at the top. This wasn't quite how happy

they were on some of the really steep parts.

Two Stories

In one day two very different episodes took place at the Nordstrom house. In the morning of Wednesday the 11th, we had gone to run some errands. We were just about to pull into the driveway. Kathryn said, "Mom"

I said, "What"

"My tooth just came out."

She had been chewing gum, and her second front tooth just came out in the gum. Pretty funny, and a very non-traumatic way to loose a tooth.
The next episode came just before bed time. The girls were in their pajamas and were supposed to be getting in bed. I had gone out to put water on a tree. Steve came out to turn the water on, and so the girls followed. Now some background. At the end of the last school year, the girls planted little seed in cups and brought them home. Only one of the four seeds lived. Juliana's Sunflower grew and against all odds, which included not getting watered all the time. Well it got big enough to transplant and put outside in a pot. We put the pot on the back porch. As the sunflower grew, it started to grow out and then up to follow the afternoon sun as long as it could. So first it grew towards the pot side, and then it grew up. Anyways on this particular day, it had just bloomed it's first little full flower. So Juliana was out on the porch, suddenly I heard Steve say, "You just broke it." I turns out she thought she could pull it and set it straight. She tried and snapped the sunflower right at the base. Once she realized what had happened she was heart broken. It was very sad. She thought that I would be upset with her, but I just felt bad for her. She learned the hard way that you can't bend plants, or at least not most plants. Just minutes after it was broken, I took pictures. It was already starting to wilt.

Harvesting

With the end of summer comes the fun part of the garden, harvesting. Starting with the peas (which I forgot to take pictures of) then onions and peppers. On sunday we picked an ear of corn as well. When the girls and I went out and dug up all the onions I did get pictures. It's a lot of fun to see the very literal fruits of our labors. We are looking forward to out beans, potatoes, a few carrots, and tomatoes.

One week latter

I was about to go to bed when I realized that I have not posted in a while, and I needed to add at least one thing. Although we have had a fabulous summer, I am not going to write about that right now, maybe another time. I forgot to post that Juliana lost another tooth exactly a week after her sister. So that have matching smile again for a while at least. Here is a picture, and yes it's a hair cut picture, so if I find the time I'll throw up some more pictures of all of our adventures.

Teeth

Our summer is zooming by. We are having fun and keeping busy. I had to post that Kathryn lost her first upper tooth. It makes her look so different, and made me realize that I have to document things, because kids don't freeze so we can remember all these moments. So last Saturday the 2nd, it finally came out. It had been wiggling around for more that a week. Here is a picture of her new look. Come back in a week or so for pictures of the girls room, I am in the middle of painting, sewing and designing. I can't wait to see how it all comes together. I found a preview picture of the girls and I painting enjoy!

Springtime in Utah

I get that weather in spring can be a bit unpredictable, rain sun, chilly weather. However, it is almost June so I was seriously offended Monday morning when we woke up to snow. It was rain that had just turned to snow, but it kept coming down and eventually we had snow on the ground sticking. When I came home for lunch and it was still on the ground I grabbed the camera. This is proof for future generations, this was taken on May 24, 2010.

Then on Wednesday, we had sun, and ate salad for dinner. I needed a scallion, but didn't find any in the fridge. So I went out into my garden and dug one up. I know that doesn't sound that amazing, but it was the first thing we have harvested EVER. It wasn't a huge scallion, but it was tasty, fresh, and I knew exactly where it had been grown. It was a really cool experience. after all the hard work, things are actually growing and they are edible. To commemorate the occasion, I took a few pictures.